Thursday, December 10, 2009

leave issue

What is the point of having leave from one date to another if you have to take it earlier and screw up plans? Yes, I should be happy to see him for 2 weeks, but I am not. I am going to spend my Christmas day with my family fighting off tears because he will be leaving the next day. Not spending the last day he is home just as a family and together, I will be at my mom's pretending to be in the Christmas spirit.

He says let's focus on the time we have and not worry about this...yeah well, I am already dreading the goodbyes. Not to mention that I have underlying issues haunting me and bothering me daily when I talk to him. Oh he said, I guess I just do what he says and not worry about something that is out of my control.

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